Honest freelance update while doing makeupfrom @itslittlemich

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Oh! I think it's time for an update. So in the last two weeks, I've signed four contracts which is very promising. I'm making enough money that unemployment insurance won't even cover me which is a good thing because that means I'm making a good chunk of money. What the fuck am I doing? What I'm struggling with is the fact that I still don't feel any relief because all I'm worried about is the next month. What if nothing comes in? Which is it's possible. Obviously, the goal is to lock in some monthly retainers and I just hope I can make a first good impression with the videos that I'm making right now and build from there. But right now, it's all unknown. I think as a freelancer, I have to figure out how to not let the uncertainty of the next month absolutely consume me. I just feel like the last seven months, all I have been thinking every single day from the second I wake up to to the second I go to bed is how I'm going to make a living for myself rank creating content. And now that I'm actually starting to make money, I feel like nothing has changed. And I I really gotta figure out how to just start living and enjoying my life again while juggling, you know, the whole freelancer spiel. Regardless, I am very happy about the contracts I've signed. It gives me hope that more will come because this is just the beginning. We gotta stay positive. I am the queen of being negative. So I just have to keep on trying my best every day. So that is the update.