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DNF - did not finish 馃珷
A result every runner will agree you don鈥檛 want beside your name, whatever the race is
I鈥檝e learned from the handful of DNFs and disappointments before though, that today is about learning a lesson, rather than beating myself up for how things played out
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I DNF'd my race yesterday. The countdown to rank didn't end with the best result, and that's okay. Obviously, as a professional athlete and a very competitive individual, not finishing a race is not something I take pride in. I am very happy to be healthy and injury free, and I was very grateful to get to race on the track yesterday even if it ended with me pulling out of the race two laps early. But I also don't believe in beating ourselves up on the days that it doesn't go well because if something's not good well, you weren't good enough on the day, you missed your expectations, you underperformed. Beating yourself up for it and bullying yourself afterwards for not being good enough and belittling worse, best takes you further away from where you wanna be. So whilst I'm not proud of it, I I know I made the right decision. And as much as it's not where I wanna be, it does give me information, which is gonna help me get to where I want to be. So what went wrong, a multitude of things weren't quite right.