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@isabelgeorginataylor I guess this is the hard launch! Some years ago I would never have been in a relationship like this because my nervous system simply didn’t have the capacity to hold calm, stable and steady - it didn’t even have the capacity to receive. When your system only knows relational strain, stress, loss and abandonment - for whatever reason - that is unfortunately what you will naturally gravitate to. And there’s not a whole lot you can do about it from the perspective of the conscious mind - these patterns live deep within in our nervous system and attachment systems. They’re how we learnt to survive, and more than often not our fault. 10+ years of personal exploration and work. Many times being ‘pushed to the edge’ in previous relationships. Many, many lessons repeated until they were learnt. Reparative experiences. Turning inwards to realise, actually - I am the problem…led to on the 06/06/26 saying yes to someone who prior to the last 6 months, only existed somewhere in the back of a fever-dream. Not something I take lightly, or by chance. It IS possible for every single one of us. And it IS worth being patient ❤️
