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I lost a dear friend of mine on this bridge
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and he was a hero of mine.
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He d!ed at the last London Bridge terror attack.
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You know, sometimes I have that survivor's guilt, right?
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Why have I survived all these things and other people haven't?
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I come from Congo, so I was raised in, like, a refugee camp.
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I came into the UK at the age of nine and a half
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and couldn't speak a word of English
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Children would spit on me and call me all sorts of names and stuff,
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and I reacted back and hit a child in school.
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The headmistress at the time thought that it would be better for me to not be at school.
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On that time when I was left alone at home
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with my mum and my mum's working like three jobs
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and I haven't got nothing to do,
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and I'll see these older kids in the estate
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and they'll call me over and asks me to be their friend and teach me English,
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which was amazing at the time,
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but I didn't know what they was doing was kind of like grooming me in the process.
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It started off with little things like,
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"can you drop this off to this car and drop that off to that car?"
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And by the time I got older and the protection and the love that came with it, I fell in love with it all.
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And I went away when I was 16.
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I was in jail because I was asked to go and deliver a firearm, and I got caught.
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I first met Jack in prison because he was a Cambridge student,
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and Cambridge started to do this course called 'Learning Together'
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where they brought a group of Cambridge students to study alongside prisoners.
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I remember going into the program thinking, what the hell am I doing here?
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I've never finished school, so I was so intimidated by going into this room
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and Jack made me feel welcome and he made me feel at ease.
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We just formed a friendship from there.
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He would write me, encourage me, He was like a brother to me.
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So Jack started helping me appeal the sentence alongside my professors at Cambridge.
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And finally I came home.
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So I'd been out for about two years by then, and 'Learning Together' was doing an event at London Bridge,
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and I remember getting to that side of the bridge.
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I jumped out of car and all I could see was police everywhere, and I saw people chasing someone and tackling him
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and that was some fellow prisoners who were brave enough to tackle the perpetrator.
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And he dropped his knife and the police came and shot him there and dead on the scene.
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I then managed to get hold of someone that was at event, they were just crying, seeing Jack and Saskia had been stabbed.
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Just being on this bridge brings it all back.
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The perpetrator was also someone that the program helped out.
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He was on a day release, and he decided that day that he was gonna come in there and harm the same people that was helping him.
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There's been ripple effects, you know, 'Learning Together' is no longer anymore.
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And there was so much other prisoners who could have turned their lives around through that program.
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If I had to give a message to Jack and Saskia, I'll just tell them that I'm grateful to them for believing in us and giving us a second chance of life.
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I will always remind everyone who Saskia Jones and Jack Merit was.