@sp4rko
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@sp4rko “Hi I am Marco and I am rebuilding my life at 46 and I am really embarrassed to admit that…” • I woke up at 4:30am for 25 years and I still don’t know what I actually want. • I left one of the most prestigious careers in finance and some days I miss it so much it frightens me. • I have two sons watching me start over and I genuinely don’t know if I’m teaching them courage or chaos. • I compare myself to people 20 years younger who are already where I’m trying to get to. • I used to measure my worth in a number on a trading book. Now I measure it in whether I can look my sons in the eye. • Nobody claps when you leave something prestigious to build something unproven. They just go quiet. • I have never worked harder in my life for less certainty of the outcome. • The version of me that had it all figured out is gone. I don’t miss him as much as I thought I would. This isn’t a midlife crisis. It’s a midlife audit. And I’m done pretending I passed it the first time. If any of this landed, you’re not behind. You’re just finally being honest. Follow @sp4rko and feel free to join the rebuild channel on my page 🫶
