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I hope my story can comfort others in knowing that they don’t need to have life figured out
Although my life was perfect on paper I struggled
with my career and didn’t know what to do with my life
To anyone who feels similarly, just keep going forward and trying to improve your life
You will eventually find something that you love :)
#computerscience #career #lost #chinese #dreams
Transcript
I had everything a nice Chinese boy was supposed to be happy with. Top engineering degree, 6 figure job, even a supportive friend group. But on the inside, I had no hope for my future. In high school, my parents wanted me to become a doctor or lawyer, but I didn't wanna go to grad school, so I chose to study computer science. I'm gonna get so rich, I thought. But after freshman year, the only thing I was certain of was how much I hated coding. I tried switching my major to business. I got rejected and had no choice but to push through. I somehow landed a 6 figure job in New York City. I convinced myself, once I graduate, the money will make it worth it. But I was struggling to stay awake during meetings and hated staring at those endless lines of code. Then one day, I noticed how the light had left my 50 year old no worker's eyes. I suddenly realized, I'm gonna end up just like him if I stay here. So I tried reselling tickets better lost hundreds of dollars. I tried blogging better bad no readers. Finally, I started making short videos about my life. And for the first time since high school, a craving in my brain was being satisfied. It was the first thing on my mind when I woke up and the last thing before sleeping. So I quit my job to pursue content creation full time. At that point, I had only earned a thousand thousand dollars online. My parents thought I was absolutely insane. But four months later, it's the best decision I've ever made. I'm sustaining myself and excited to wake up every single day. So follow along if you wanna see me chase my dreams.