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“There was just no bounds to the danger that I could put myself through.”
Four months before getting sober, one drink quickly spiraled into accepting mystery substances leaving Kitty Lever trapped in an 8 AM K-hole. For Kitty, one drink always turned into ten. Choosing sobriety became the only way to finally protect herself and break the cycle.
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Transcript
Four months into dating my boyfriend, I went out with a friend, and I wasn't going to drink that night. And then somebody convinced me to. And, of course, like, anything anybody offers me as it relates to, like, snorting substances, I was down to do. Took a bump of what I thought was two c ended up being ketamine, and I didn't... I woke up in her apartment, like, 8AM. And, it wasn't that I was, like, blacked out. Didn't know no I got there. Basically, the string of events that happened is, you know, I was supposed to go home and text boyfriend when I got home at, like, 2AM, and even that was pretty tier. But I did... I couldn't work my phone. I would... I was so... I was in such... They call it a cake hole when you're... Feel like you're you're arrested to what's happening to you. Wow. I would look at my... I was looking at my phone. I was like, I don't know how to work this phone right now. I can't... I don't know how to call a car. And this was at twenty six. This was four months before I declared a sobriety. So, like, there was just no balance of, like, what I could... The dangers that I could put myself constantly through. It was just... And sobriety also is how I protect her no. Because I'm like, you would have just... You would... The amount of people I talked to that were predators, like, the amount of situations I got myself into and by the grace of... I mean, I don't believe in, like, a Christian God, but God God in the sense of, like, the worse, by the grace of the universe and whoever is watching over me, I was able to make it through a lot of experiences, you know, without anything being taken from me. Mhmm. But there's, like, yeah. When I think about that person, I'm like, how did you... How... It just Mhmm. No know, there's no bounce to it. Like I said, one rank, and it was just 10 of them. And I wanted to do drugs endlessly until 2PM or whenever. Like, literally... I think that's the thing too. People think, like, getting home at 4AM is late. And it's, like, for me, I was going to go until it was over.
