@var.aunevik
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@var.aunevik Had to bring out my orwell tshirt from the back of my closet for this one, so ignore the wrinkles. John Berger said that “men act and women appear. Men look at women. Women watch themselves being looked at.” Which is the internalized male gaze, that women learn to see themselves through a male eye, because that’s how paintings, images, ads, and movies have framed us for decades. And it is still very much there, but now I think we are starting to see another layer in addition to it. Because you often see yourself the way you’ve been shown yourself. So what happens when the feed is flooded with CCTV lookbooks, doorbell fit checks, celebrities like Kylie Jenner in meta glasses? Do you feel the need to act as if there is someone else there, even when you are all alone? The internalized Orwellian gaze I will call it, in lack of better terms. I have to admit I do, but maybe I am just being a bit paranoid.
